15 weeks and completely wigged out!!! Is anyone else?

I am freaked out that there is a human being growing inside of my body. I mean just think about it. It’s so creepy. I don’t mean to sound immature (I’m in my late 30′s) but it’s scaring the living daylights out of me. I just want everything to be normal and healthy. I have to think about it as being a miracle and not a scary/creepy thing. I’m all alone and no one to support me morally and to get me excited about all of this so I just get scared all the time.
I will have an ultrasound on the 10 of Oct. only because I am getting amnio test.
look at my avatar picture. that’s the expression i have the time because I am wigged.

lol, when i first got pregnant, thats EXACTLY how I felt. Now, since i have seen the ultrasound, i changed my mind.

Have you had an ultrasound? Hopefully things will get better. good luck! xx

*edit*
Ahh, when you see the little baby inside you sucking on his thumb or arm then you will change your mind. I even was teary eyed looking at my little swimmer! lol You will be a wonderful mother. P.S. until i found out about my baby, i never wanted kids. I wanted to be the ‘cool’ aunt lol

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